DARN.

finally im home, uhmm, i didnt even go to school for two days. kind of missed my friends and classmates. BUT ! it's good that i didnt go, SCHOOL BARBER. this idiotic, bloody, freaking and and and ..... (dont know what other words i should use, HAHA) school is having a check on us. getting stupid barbers to cut our hair according to the school's "fashion", and what's more is, we need to pay them $4.50 ! this is so unfair, though the world is already unfair la, but stilll, aiya, i just hate cchy. seriously i would just go out of my mind if they cut my hair :/

alright, sooo, one of my relatives just passed away few days ago. ughh, approximately 5 days ago. it's like not even a year, and i've already attended 2 funerals. sigh, sad : ( initially i wasnt feeling sad laa, cos im not really close to my great grandmother, it's my dad who insisted that i should go there. so yeah, her body was being cremated today. the same old place, mandai. memories just flowed into me from the back of my brain, the heartache, the tears and the burning fire. it makes me damn sad. that's why i said i hate to go to funerals, i cant help not to be sad. not for the deceased, but for my brother. funerals are like gatherings ? cos my cousin and i and his mum happened to be sitting around the playground that certain night, the dumb thing we did was -------> continue talking about my brother, and we ended up crying. seriously, kor.... i miss you. i just cant accept the fact that you're gone, maybe it's because we were the only few who came into contact with you the other night before you passed away. duh, i shall end this topic, im getting emotional.

okay, there's this thing about my cousin that i feel eerie about. he has a third eye, and he sees things that we dont usually see. he told us stories based on his experiences upon seeing "them", and it's super scary. he said that the 18th storey of hell (shi ba ceng di yu), funny ! it's like direct translation. hahaha, okay, continue, he said that the 18th storey of hell is just 3 metres away from us, as in from our body. he taught me something new too, LOL, everyone knew that except for me. hahaha ! we have 3 lamps or burning candles on/in (?) our body, on our forehead, and two shoulders. sooo, when people tap your back or calls your name from behind, DO NOT TURN ONLY YOUR HEAD AROUND ! turn your whole body, as in, hmmmm, how do i explain it ? yeah, make sure that your shoulders and your head turns to the back together, cos you wouldnt want to blow out the fire. it's like, you'll be able to see things easier, or things can haunt you. aiya, whatever laa. i didnt dare to bathe after i heard all of this, hahaha, sec 3 camp is coming, changi site, beside the beach, die die die.

shit, im so tired. imagine yourself kneeling down and standing up and kneeling down and standing up for more than 100, 200, 300 times for 9 hours. it killed me. LOL. so my job to go for the wake is this, kneel and stand. AND, sleep on chairs that cannot be slept on, almost fell down :X hahahaha, seems funny to me. lol, my body is aching everywhere. if i can, i wanna wish that everyone is healthy, i dont wanna suffer again :) though our attire was stupid (white shirt, green pants, socks), we still had quite much fun, esp on my dad's lorry. LOL !















haha, the left one is like, HAHAHA ! we were on the lorry without the door closed, people were gave us weird looks. damn funny. we're being kidnapped !

finally, i've made my ic, the photo is super ugly. next time people, DO NOT take photos at the ICA building, the people there are fierce. "your fringe is sooo long, cannot touch the fringe ! put it at the back of your ears ! aiyoo, like that how can !?!" crazy people. so yeah, went to bugis to have breakfast with my cousin, which veron was quite jealous about, cos she cant have milo ! : D first time shopping at bugis village in the morning so damn empty, sian, but the graffiti was quite nice laa, i didnt even know it existed. LOL !

haha, okay, enough of photos. im in a photo taking spree. hahahaha !

sleeps now :D