WAKY WAKY, val.
oh yes, whatever it is. obviously, exams are still on and im another typical mugger, studying almost everyday. yaa, notice the word. ALMOST but not everyday la : D i will only open my book and start studying when the mood comes. i shant blog about what had happened for this week cos i think it's too boring. no one would be seriously interested. from what i've noticed... my blog's either getting too boring or it had always been boring to people la i dont know. nonetheless, i'll just blog about what i feel like blogging. okay, DUHH.
actually, i have some wishes for now. anddddddddddd, they are.....
(1) i wish that the physics paper would be easy.
(2) i wish that i can pass my physics.
(3) i wish that i can pass my chinese papers 1 & 2.
(4) i wish that i can remember all the formulas.
(5) i wish that exams can come to an end asap.
(7) i wish i that i can watch movies after the exams.
: DDDDDDDDDDD i wish, i wish and i wish. i hope they'll all come true though.
it was such a scank-ing day for me. i argued with my sister and tuition teacher la, cos i thought tomorrow's mother's day, so i started to irritate my sis to get my mum a present or bring her out for dinner or whatever. and in the end, i sort of got suan-ed by my sis : " You dreaming ar ? Mother's day falls on the next week, you dumbo. " : (((( i was trying to be a nice daughter, and i just feel that i really owe my mum a lot and i hope i can do something to make her smile for that day, really... alright, nobody will believe this part i know.
anyway, sometimes i really wonder if im contented with what i have now, or am i beginning to be greedy. i really do understand that what's mine is mine, and what's not mine would never be mine. but i would always have the idea of just getting what's not mine to be forcefully mine, being the unrealistic me, and making my own life miserable when i cant get things the way i want. sometimes i cant help it but to blame you, but i know i cant, cos i've made that choice without thinking thrice. and if anyone would actually ask me what i would wanna achieve in my life, i would probably say : " Me ? hmmmmmm, i dont know what i want and not to say what i've already achieved. "
okay, darn. i seem to be becoming a pessismist which is so not me ? then... WAKE UP VAL ! TOMMROW'S DEFINITELY A BETTER DAY, applauses* :/
and yes, i guess it's time for me to change my choice of flavours of ice-creams. i've used to like chocolate, but it seems to be too bitter sometimes. and for strawberry, definitely not, cos i'll never know when it's gonna taste sour. maybe i should try vanillas. it may not be appealing, but the soft sweetness it brings after melting on your tongue would certainly make you go ga-ga over it. (actually, this paragraph has a hidden message la : DDD) soooo, what flavour would you people prefer then ?
a short note to swee lian : TOMMOROW'S YOUR BIRTHDAY ! sooo, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! friends for 3 years, but i admit that i still dont know much about you which makes me feel quite guilty la. anyway, enjoy your birthday.
Being content with wat u have makes one happy n fighting for wat u dun have, well, it stretches it a bit. Afterall, the truth is the perceived perception of the perceiver. Think abt it.
i've always wondered the meaning of this, and i just cant figure out what it means. however, i know there'll be someone who would explain this to me soon if this ever catches his/her attention. i'll wait...
